Today I'm starting my 2 day fast. I would try a 3 day fast but I've never done one before so I just want to test it out. I'm trying new methods and whatnot just to see what my body's limits are. I'm hoping to drop 3 lbs from this one, I'm pretty excited. It's only 9:03 AM and so far I'm on my 2 bottle of water and I had a cup of coffee. I'm going to avoid my precious Monster Energy drinks and just stick to coffee for a while. Bleh I wish I could work out right now but I feel sick and my sister is home, I absolutely hate working out in front of people. It feels like they're constantly judging me and staring at me and thinking there's something wrong. If I was pretty enough I think I'd want to be a model or actress. I work best under pressure and those jobs definitley bring on the pressure. But there is no way in Hell I would ever be pretty enough to do it. But I can say, one day I will be thin enough :D Today when I woke up to make some coffee I saw a plate full of chocolate chip cookies, my sister put them out so I could have a few for breakfast and I just felt so powerful when they were right there in front of me but I chose to have water instead. I didn't even want one. It's not worth it to have a few seconds of guilty pleasure but forever have muffin tops. I'd rather be pretty than happy.
So to get through I like to listen to thinspirtational songs. They honestly really work and keep me on track. So I'll make a list of some great songs to thinspire you little kiddies <3>www.imeem.com
1) Me and Mia - Ted Leo & the Pharmascists
2) World War Me- From First To Last
3) Anorexic Beauty - Pulp
4) Failure by Designer Jeans - From First To Last
5) Skinny - Filter
6) Paper Bag - Fiona Apple
7) Lua- Bright Eyes
8) Creep - Radiohead
9) Anas Song - Silverchair
10) Waltz Moore - From First To Last
11) Binger and Purge- Lunachicks
12) So Rich So Pretty - Mickey Avalon
13) Every Day Is Struggle - Senses Fail
14) Distant Voices - Bush
Hope this list helps you a little. Stay strong skinnies<3
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